Wednesday, June 11, 2025

BANNED BOOKS: Sold by Patricia McCormick

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How do you write a book involving unspeakable sexual horrors happening to children without feeling the deepest pits of despair?

Patricia McCormick managed to do just that in her book Sold about Laskhmi, a 13 year old girl sold by her step-father and trafficked for sexual exploitation. 

McCormick originally traveled to India and Nepal as a journalist doing research on sex trafficking of young girls, but what she found was so much more than could ever go into a single article. She states that she wrote this for students--young teens--and that she was meticulous about her word choices and phrasing as she wrote. She specifically did not want to use graphic language. Instead, she tried to reflect the language that a young girl who doesn't even have the words to describe her experiences would use. She further noted:
"It’s written specifically for young people who want to know about the wider world. I worked with wonderful editors, fact checkers, all kinds of responsible parties who want to make sure that what we’re bringing to students, what we’re bringing and putting into their libraries, is informative and doesn’t brutalize them. Just because this is a brutal topic, we don’t have to brutalize them with that kind of language.”

The book is brutal, but also hopeful.

The book is NOT as explicit as those seeking to ban it would have you believe. 

Yet, it is one of the most banned books in the United States, regularly in the top five banned books. The most banned is Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult which I wrote about HERE.

This is one of the saddest books I've ever read, but the end was also perfection. While this book centers on the sexual slavery and trafficking of girls in Nepal and India, it is also a book about never losing hope. The book, told in the first person from Lakshmi's point of view is visceral. I felt Lakshmi's hope as it waxed and waned, her dread and fear as she realized the lies she'd been told, her terror at being abused sexually and physically, and her despair at being told she had to work off a debt.

Young Lakshmi is brutally abused and beaten by the owner of the brothel, then drugged and sexually abused by men for days after first arriving at the brothel. She is powerless, yet she has a small bundle of possessions from her remote, mountain village home that she regularly holds in her arms in order to inhale the familiar scents of that home. She holds on to hope that she will return there someday. At times, throughout the book, I had the sense that Lakshmi's hope was on the cusp of being broken, but through tiny moments of kindness from others--a boy who teaches her English words and gives her an American book, another boy who leaves her tea and gives her a Coca Cola without demanding payment--her hope is renewed over and over.

While the book strongly alludes to Lakshmi being raped repeatedly by adult men, it never really explicity describes these experiences, although sexual content is the primary reason for bans and challenges to Sold. McCormick makes it a point to not describe the details too clearly. Instead, she describes Lakshmi's fear and her occasional dissociation from what is happening to her. 

The book also walks a fine line between the horrors of child sex slavery and the growing relationships the girls and young women build amongst themselves. There are tender moments of care and friendship between the girls that help to alleviate the tension as the story moves along. These moments also help to humanize the characters and build them up as multi-demensional people to a degree that you feel like any of these girls could be a real person. 

During the 2023-2024 school year, PEN America notes that Sold was tied for the third most banned book in the United States with bans in 85 school districts. The book tied with The Perks of Being a Wallflower

One of my many frustrations about book bans is that they seek to severely restrict access to books that include characters and situations that people experience in real life and these books allow those who are not free to express their own experiences to know that they are not alone. Jodi Picoult has noted that teenagers have told her that they had plans to hurt themselves or others at their schools until they read her book, Nineteen Minutes--they have told her that her book saved them and others because they felt seen and understood. We need MORE of that, not less. 

Books save lives.

The website Common Sense Media indicates Sold is appropriate for ages 13 and up, though the reviews of the site's users have a range of what readers feel is appropriate for this book. Some of the reviews point out that this book is important, in part, because girls across the globe have experience sexual harrasment or assault. Readers who feel shamed by their experiences, despite being victims, may find strength in Lakshmi's journey and the ultimate outcome of the story. They may see themselves in Lakshmi and the other girls in this book. Many readers note that there is quite a bit of sexual content--but again, the sex is not graphically described so much as Lakshmi's emotional response and inner thoughts around it are explored. It's also important to note that there are other instances of physical violence and alcohol abuse. These are all topics that most young people are much more aware of than adults want to acknowledge. A teenager living with an alcohol or abusive parent or family member or a child who is sexually harrased or abused may find strength in Lakshmi's journey.

"To ban this book is to erase the young people around the world who are currently enslaved . . . To ban this book is a disservice to the women who shared their stories with me so the world could know about their plight. And to ban this book is disrespectful to the young readers who want to know about the world as it is – so they can make a difference. 

"But, perhaps most important, to ban this book is to take away a lifeline for readers who are experiencing abuse. These kids know what adults often don’t. Books aren’t the problem; they are part of the solution."

According to PEN America, 60% of book bans in the 2023-2024 school year were for books considered to be Young Adult. Further, 59% of banned books are challenged due to addressing grief and death, while 57% are challenged for touching on sexual topics or content. 

According to reviews on the book's page on the Barnes and Noble website:
  • Publishers Weekly considers Sold appropriate for ages 12 and up.
  • School Library Journal considers the book appropriate for 9th grade and up.
  • Kirkus considers the book Young Adult. 
These reviews also note that the book has won several awards:
  • National Book Award Finalist
  • Publishers Weekly, Best 100 Books of the Year
  • NPR's Best Books of the Year
  • American Library Association, Top Ten List, Best Books of the Year
  • Gustav-Heinemann Peace Prize
  • Booklist Editor's Choice Award
  • New York Public Library Best Books for Teens
  • Children's Literature Council's Choice
  • Book Sense Pick
You can buy Sold by Patricia McCormick HERE.
You can buy Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult HERE and you can read my review HERE.

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Monday, June 2, 2025

BANNED BOOKS: Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult

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Earlier this year, a small group of friends and I decided we wanted to read some banned books. I suggested the most banned books across the United States: Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult.

According to Pen America, this novel is one of 19 that has been banned in 50 or more school districts with the following four books being the next most frequently banned:
Nineteen Minutes, in fact, was banned 98 times in the 2023-2024 school year. Looking for Alaska was banned 97 times. More than 80% of all book bans (not just the titles I've noted) appear to come from Iowa and Florida. Texas and Utah also came up regularly in the articles I read for this post.

In the case of Picoult's book, nearly every ban is focused on a single page and a single depiction of date rape. They are not at all focused on the fact that the book is about a school shooting in which ten students die and many more are injured. Nor are they focused on the fact that the entire novel centers on a student having been brutally bullied his entire life.

Think about that. ONE PAGE depicting a teenage girl being date raped is the reason for objections to this very long novel. The edition of the novel I read was published in 2013 and is 656 pages long.

ONE PAGE is the focus of nearly every ban of this book. 

A violent video game and description of human characters in the game being slaughtered in a school shooting was not the cause of objection.

A student being mercilessly bullied--even having his pants and underwear pulled down in a school cafeteria and numerous students seeing his penis, which Picoult describes--was not the subject of the objections.

Cold and calculated planning of a school shooting by one student was not the reason for objections.

Blood, injuries, and death of multiple students did not merit all of these objections.

A heavily implied suicide by one character and an explicitly stated plan by another character was not the subject of all of these objections.

Instead, it comes down to one page depicting a date rape that is not nearly as graphically described as the penis of the boy who is subjected to bullying. 

As with pretty much all book bans, I have to wonder how many of those proposing or supporting such bans have actually read the material to which they object. 

I want to encourage you to pick up and read Nineteen Minutes or one of the numerous other books regularly facing bans. 

Picoult's book was long, but it was engaging and I saw myself, at various points, in many of the characters--the parents, the popular girl who felt like an imposter, the teachers trying do right by their students, the boy who was bullied until he couldn't take it anymore. I found myself identifying in some way with most of the characters except for the group of bullies. 

There were parts of the novel that were hard to read due to how emotionally raw and painful they felt, but this was an extremely well written and thorough depiction of modern high school and modern teenage life. It carefully wove together the complicated relationships of students, parens, and community members amid a tragedy, the events leading up to it, and the aftermath. It also laid bare some of the most difficult aspects of being a parent and how parents never truly know their children's deepest thoughts and feelings--even if we experienced similar situations in our own youthful years. 

Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult is a moving, but dark novel with a compelling story to tell. I hope you will read it and report back with your thoughts afterwards. 


You can purchase a copy of the book through Bookshop.org HERE.

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Saturday, May 31, 2025

The WORST books I read (and finished) from 2016 to 2024

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Years ago, I used to feel compelled to finish reading any book I started, no matter how much I hated it or didn't want to finish it. Over the years,
I've eased up, but occasionally I still find myself finishing a book I can't stand for one reason or another. 

These are the four worst books I've finished from 2016 to 2024:
  • A Woman Makes a Plan: Advice for a Lifetime of Beauty, Adventure, and Success by Maye Musk 
  • The Crooked Staircase by Dean Koontz
  • Open Grave by Kjell Eriksson
  • The Girl in the Spider's Web by David Lagercrantz
A Woman Makes a Plan by Maye Musk
I didn't realize when I picked up this memoir that it was written by Elon Musk's mother. Had I noticed before leaving the library, I would have not checked the book out. 

The book started out somewhat relatable as I was a single mother and so was Maye Musk. I faced challenges and overcame them, and so did she. Yet, the further I read, the less and less I related. Musk's advice was flippant and extremely surface level--there was no substance. She glossed over the extreme amount of privilige she and her children have had--that's not to say they didn't have challenges, but her single motherhood and mine were vastly different--and her motto throughout the book seemed to simply be along the lines of "You just have to think positive."

Ultimately, I kept hoping for some redeeming quality and got so far into the book that I decided I might as well finish it. I wish I had that time back!

I rated A Woman Makes a Plan as 2 out of 5 stars when I initially read it, but it's more like a 1 out of 5 stars in my memory.

The Crooked Staircase by Dean Koontz
I have loved every Dean Koontz novel that I've come across until The Crooked Staircase. I wanted to love this one, but it just fell flat. It didn't have the usual tension or plot twists of most of Koontz's other work. I think I only kept reading it in the hopes that it would somehow get better as the story plodded along. 

It did not.

I was initially drawn to this novel because it seemed to promise a strong, badass female heroine. Ugh, she was not likeable at all. I didn't find myself cheering for her. I didn't find myself all that interested in any aspect of this novel. It didn't have the tightly wound up thriller aspects of other novels by Koontz and the story, at points, was just absurd. 

This is another one that I rated 2 of 5 stars, but on reflection, it feels more like a 1 of 5.

My favorite Koontz novel of all time is Intensity. I've read it several times and it creeps me out every time! It's thrilling and, as the title implies, INTENSE! I love it so much that I often gift it to friends who enjoy reading thrillers. Pick up a copy HERE.

Open Grave by Kjell Larsson
Open Grave by Kjell Larsson falls into one of my favorite novel (and movie) genres: Nordic Noir. I expected to love this book, but it was awful. There were too many overlapping stories, too many disconnected plot lines, and just not enough substance. I kept reading in the hopes that it would get better, and it sort of did in the last 50 pages...but not enough.

You can read my original review HERE. The end of the book fell flat and did nothing to make me want to pick up anything else by this author.

I initially rated this one a 1 star out of 5 and I stand by that to this day.

And, lastly, the book that made me angry that I'd wasted my time reading it:

The Girl in the Spider's Web by David Lagercrantz
I am a huge Lisbeth Salander fan and the first three books about her, written by Stieg Larsson, are among my favorite novels of all time. When Larsson passed away, he left behind unfinished manuscripts and a little bit of a legal mess about who had the rights to his characters and his unfinished work. 

David Lagercrantz ended up picking up the character of Lisbeth Salander and totally missed the mark with The Girl in the Spider's Web. I remember being so upset by some of the changes he made to the character and her values that I threw the book across the room at one point and commented regularly, out loud, about how ridiculous the protrayal was. Lagercrantz might as well have given her a new name and made her into a totally unrelated character from Larsson's original protagonist. Lagercrantz made her unrecognizable and changed key elements of who Lisbeth is at her core. I feel so invested in Larsson's original character that I found Lagercrantz's work to be infuriating and a disservice to Larsson's work.

Weirdly, I was able to later separate the Stieg Larsson's version of Lisbeth from David Lagercrantz's version and ended up enjoying his subsequent novel featuring the character. 

I ended up trying to re-read The Girl in the Spider's Web to see if maybe I just wasn't giving it a fair chance, but it was awful. I rated it at 1 out of 5 stars, but it's really 0 out of 5. You can read my original review HERE.

You can pick up the original Stieg Larsson trilogy of Lisbeth Salander books HERE as an e-book or pick up physical copies HERE (book 1), HERE (book 2), and HERE (book 3).

I think I was hopeful that each of these four books would get better and surprise me--Open Grave almost did in the last 50 pages, but it was too little too late and the end was absolutely flat. If you review the list of books that I've read from 2016 to 2024, you'll notice that these are the only four books I've rated as less than 3 out of 5 reads; I no longer force myself to try to finish something if I'm really hating it. 

Have you read any of these? If you don't force yourself to finish novels you've started, what would make you continue to a read a book you aren't enjoying? 


Tuesday, May 27, 2025

The number of books I've read year by year: 2016 to 2024

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It's no secret that I love to read, but sometimes life has other plans, right? As I've been working behind the scenes on updating my blog over the past few weeks, I started looking at my reading statistics year by year since I began keeping track of my reading in 2016. I knew I'd had a few years where my reading had dropped off significantly, but it was interesting to see the actual numbers.

I'd love to know if you keep track of your reading and if you've ever noticed any patterns or anomalies. Leave me a comment and let me know!

I'm not sure when, but I a while back, I decided to only keep track of the books I actually finish and to ignore those that I don't finish (DNF). So, how many books did I complete each year since I began keeping track? Let's take a look:

2024: 41 
2023: 23
2022: 19
2021: 22
2020: 20
2019: 36
2018: 15
2017: 19
2016: 42

In 2016, I was feeling pretty good about life and things were looking up, but in 2017, my uncle who happened to be my best friend was diagnosed with a brain tumor (glioblastoma) and I suffered from a rare form of a bowel obstruction and had a pretty big surgery. By summer of 2017, my uncle had passed away and I was pretty depressed. My mom's dementia was also worsening and 2018 was extremely hard as a result. In 2019, life was still pretty hard, but I had started reading more as an escape from reality, thus the uptick. 

Then, the world basically shut down in 2020, followed closely by my becoming temporary guardian to a tutoring student and foster parent to his brother (they've since gone back to their bio-mom). That was one of the hardest but also most fulfilling things I've ever done, and I hardly had the time or energy to read. A lot of my reading during 2021 and 2022 involved children's literature as I read books with my student both for his schoolwork and just for the enjoyment of reading. 

2023 was hard for a variety of other personal reasons, and then in 2024, I found myself reading for enjoyment again. And, in 2025, I'm well on track to read well over 50 books for the year. 

I'd love to hear about your reading patterns and habits--drop a comment and let's chat about it!

Check out the best book I read each year from 2016 to 2024 HERE. And, check out all of the books I've finished from 2016 to 2024 HERE.

Monday, May 26, 2025

My favorite books year by year: 2016 to 2024

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Behind the scenes, I am working on significant updates across my blog, but I thought it would be fun to list my favorite books from each year since I started keeping track of my reading in 2016.

Leave a comment and let me know what your favorite books have been over the years!

2024: Moon of the Crusted Snow by Waubgeshig Rice

2023: Good Neighbors by Sarah Langan

2022: An American Marriage by Tayari Jones

2021: The Push by Ashley Audrain

2020: The Friend by Sigrid Nunez 

2019: Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine by Gail Honeyman

2018: A Man Called Ove by Fredrik Backman


2016: The Vegetarian by Han Kang

There were a few years where it was hard to narrow my favorite down to just one book.

Have you read any of these? What did you think of them?